2017

Hi blog. I think I'm currently in a no life mood, so I tot it might be great if I start off with blog again :/ 

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3 Jan Friday - midnight 1252AM

今天早上一下醒来听到妈叫姐起床，我听到姐问妈“为什么不叫醒她（我）先？”妈就说“她（我）不用洗澡嘛～”

ps 我是没有起床洗澡的习惯

妈就和姐说睡啦然后就叫我起床！我很不愿意，可是我不明白我就是这样，很像知道别人做不到我就想去强出头将！有时候我不是很喜欢自己这个样 ;( 结果我也很不愿意的懒起床死去厕所～～

ps 我也是个有起床气的人所以换衣后心情也不是很好

今天也是一样去探望爸，今天爸也没什么差，一样将negative～可是我看这次我被他影响了少少，爸说他很辛苦可能捱不过这次。。。妈和姐又解释了少少爸的情况我知，以我得知爸应该捱不到6个月～我那时的心情真的有怕到，我怕没了爸～我问妈，你不怕吗？我还告诉她我很怕，妈就说没什么好怕，她以预到是差不多了要来就来。。。妈告诉我时也有少少眼眶有泪～

今天大约430时开始下雨，这几天也没下雨了可是突然又下得蛮大下～那时我在想希望只是普通下下雨，不会再次的带一场水灾给其他州的人民～～

明天又要继续我的童军教学，很希望我在这一方面显得我是能干的～～

晚安！:)

The End. 

2015 - Day 1

2 Jan 2015 Friday Midnight 1:15AM

It's a new year. I saw a junior FB post said that "A new book with 12 chapter and 365 pages..."

After I saw it I wasn't that concern. then before I decided to go bed just now, I was thinking should I start my first page too? 

then I went down and open my laptop to start my 2015 first page. :)

Soooo, today was the first day of 2015. Should be a great day for a good start. However, I think today might be another bad start of mine. I spent almost the 1/4 of my day in the police station also I almost cry the whole time at the station. I was involved in a car accident, but at that time I didn't make a police report however the other person make a police report and the sergeant call up my sister and we went to police station. The sergeant started with very fierce tone, I got scared and I started crying non stop. I know I shouldn't be crying and I should stop but I just keep on crying and trying hard to keep my cry stop just didn't make it.

Lesson learnt from sister and this whole thingy :

1. The world really won't believe on someone will really come back to deal with you after you "bang" people's car. But I think at least I will. I think at least the person should wait another few more minutes. People need time to turn back to deal with you. :(
2. Sister told me if I ever involved in an accident again, tell the person that "we go to the nearest police station now, follow my car. (if I don't know where's the nearest then ask the person.) (If people "bang" me and the person wants the hit me then faster get into the car and go to police station)

A year of life changed, secondary life to collage life - a society life. I had known few ugly truth of this world when I get into collage. This world is getting more and more ugly to me, not yet done and more coming. I hope I found peace, love, hope in this world of mine. Or maybe I shouldn't be naive any more.

For a year of mine to went to police station for twice. Twice also started because of me and its my own fault. It's a tough year of mine. Also it's a very good year for me to learn my lesson also look through this world well. This world is a world that I can't imagine. Hope following day will be better and I will be smarter and not be naive. :')

Good Night! 

The End. 

College life and sem break!

Hi everyone! how's life? I am ahh... pretty great. Started college life for around 3 month which is 1 sem which I'm now in sem break also! :DD

Recently

HiHi!! It's been a long time, haha

It's such a tiring life after secondary school days ended. 

except scouting, everyday I'm just sleep, eat, play, internet & watch.

nothing much to do.

I hope college life faster start.

hehe, but I know me, after new life style start I'll wish I can turn back to my holiday time... :P

but really really college life it's about to start

I'll be study at IACT, diploma in mass communication :D

14 orientation day, I'm feel nervous course its still the first time and my english is still very poor, haha

hope I won't regret or anything

and I hope it will be fun! XD

but there's nothing much to regret just like SPM result

btw, I got 3As

hahaha I'm so satisfied. :*

and yes! I want to tell u that I've done a new puzzle again!!! hahaha

It's all disney story puzzle, it was awesome! 2000 piece!

cool cool cool!!! haha of course is not all done by myself, with the help of mom, bro, bro'gf & sis. HA!

but it's really really awesome!

 last week was the scout camp.. 

its kind of suck course raining heavily and the AJK its still blur blur

all the time we all scouter think that we are the AJK lol

hope the next camp or any activity they'll do it better

kokping said that the next camp wont let them handle 

I asked why, he said this time they also didnt done well then next camp will be even more suck

I'm thinking if you don't let them fall once more time again how they'll able to learn and do better next time?

I know if let them do again will waste us alot of time but as we choose them as the troop AJK we have to trust them and give them chance

but I really hope next time they'll do better and communicate better

although I also not that good but at least we did work as a team

I guess that's all for tonight, it's getting late~~
and one more thing! I got my P license!!! hahaha
now I can drive myself to every where but
I still need someone beside me lah, its still dangerous for me to drive by my own, hahaha
at least now I can drive my self to school.. *happy*
**auto car its really easyyyy! -,-**

night! 

:DD

The End.

Holiday stillllll....

Hello! I'm still a lazy bumm! Lol
This few days I'm just driving training, watch movie, eat, sleep and do a little puzzle. Hehe
I'll do another big one after my driving test..
Next tue is my driving test ady.. I hope it's fine.. I'm scare.. haha
My eng is still very poor right..? :3
Sorry.
I know I'll be like that, just say but no action. -,-
I'll plan something.. plan something to do soon..
See ya! Bye!

The End.

wasted.

Just passed my undang test. I feel free. haha.
before I test I think it will be very hard. After I test, come on, easy! :P
Yes, everybody is like that. :/
After I left school.
Now every night I sleep at 1am or more late, wake up after 12pm.
This is kind of suck. -.-
I haven't look what I should study.
I am thinking to work at Starbucks.
I join back scout as a pen. pemimpin.
but. I have done nothing. This is so shit.
I just feel like holiday, holiday, holiday. but not bored at home lah.. -.-
at least do something, but I just can't get it right... -.-
hmm, I really need to do something.
Maybe find a motivation?
...... T.T
what should I do..
actually I 'think' to do a lots of things, but...
argh~~~~~


The End.