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3 Jan Friday - midnight 1252AM

今天早上一下醒来听到妈叫姐起床，我听到姐问妈“为什么不叫醒她（我）先？”妈就说“她（我）不用洗澡嘛～”

ps 我是没有起床洗澡的习惯

妈就和姐说睡啦然后就叫我起床！我很不愿意，可是我不明白我就是这样，很像知道别人做不到我就想去强出头将！有时候我不是很喜欢自己这个样 ;( 结果我也很不愿意的懒起床死去厕所～～

ps 我也是个有起床气的人所以换衣后心情也不是很好

今天也是一样去探望爸，今天爸也没什么差，一样将negative～可是我看这次我被他影响了少少，爸说他很辛苦可能捱不过这次。。。妈和姐又解释了少少爸的情况我知，以我得知爸应该捱不到6个月～我那时的心情真的有怕到，我怕没了爸～我问妈，你不怕吗？我还告诉她我很怕，妈就说没什么好怕，她以预到是差不多了要来就来。。。妈告诉我时也有少少眼眶有泪～

今天大约430时开始下雨，这几天也没下雨了可是突然又下得蛮大下～那时我在想希望只是普通下下雨，不会再次的带一场水灾给其他州的人民～～

明天又要继续我的童军教学，很希望我在这一方面显得我是能干的～～

晚安！:)

The End. 

2015 - Day 1

2 Jan 2015 Friday Midnight 1:15AM

It's a new year. I saw a junior FB post said that "A new book with 12 chapter and 365 pages..."

After I saw it I wasn't that concern. then before I decided to go bed just now, I was thinking should I start my first page too? 

then I went down and open my laptop to start my 2015 first page. :)

Soooo, today was the first day of 2015. Should be a great day for a good start. However, I think today might be another bad start of mine. I spent almost the 1/4 of my day in the police station also I almost cry the whole time at the station. I was involved in a car accident, but at that time I didn't make a police report however the other person make a police report and the sergeant call up my sister and we went to police station. The sergeant started with very fierce tone, I got scared and I started crying non stop. I know I shouldn't be crying and I should stop but I just keep on crying and trying hard to keep my cry stop just didn't make it.

Lesson learnt from sister and this whole thingy :

1. The world really won't believe on someone will really come back to deal with you after you "bang" people's car. But I think at least I will. I think at least the person should wait another few more minutes. People need time to turn back to deal with you. :(
2. Sister told me if I ever involved in an accident again, tell the person that "we go to the nearest police station now, follow my car. (if I don't know where's the nearest then ask the person.) (If people "bang" me and the person wants the hit me then faster get into the car and go to police station)

A year of life changed, secondary life to collage life - a society life. I had known few ugly truth of this world when I get into collage. This world is getting more and more ugly to me, not yet done and more coming. I hope I found peace, love, hope in this world of mine. Or maybe I shouldn't be naive any more.

For a year of mine to went to police station for twice. Twice also started because of me and its my own fault. It's a tough year of mine. Also it's a very good year for me to learn my lesson also look through this world well. This world is a world that I can't imagine. Hope following day will be better and I will be smarter and not be naive. :')

Good Night! 

The End.